Random Photos of this year
Good to have flowers around me. Oxygen suppy. Sniff sniff..
Oreo with scary eyes...Yee Lin and Li Ching at EMERGE .... bro's bday at home. You can tell, he's like wearing a rag
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Good to have flowers around me. Oxygen suppy. Sniff sniff..
Dad's philosophy
Scene at mamak while drinking teh tarik and eating yau cha guei
Dad: I wonder what is the max speed of this car(the new Myvi)..
Me: You can try it
Dad: Not worth risking life for. Life is more important than this car. Than money. Than hot girls.
Me: (Jaw almost dropped. Awed by dad)
Joe said I ought to be thankful for little things to be a happier person so I thought of listing out some:
- I got the other part of the unknown. It is methyl propyl ketone. The spectrums were easily interpreted. I was an hour late for lab that day and Prof Kam was yelling for me all the way before I arrived. When I sampai I told him I had diorrhea (which was partly true), he seemed accepting as he was (considered) in a good mood. So lucky me.. but now everyone in the lab knows I sold my car.
- The tutor was really helpful.
- The classes for today are cancelled. Yahoo...
- Ally asks to borrow my huge make up kit for Make up and hair do competition. At last my collection comes to good use.
Confession of a drama queen
About two months from now this year is going to draw to a close. This year has been shit for me. How weak I am that a series of bad events can pin my faith. You know how victims of accidents are pinned in a crashed vehicle until their lives are eventually taken away from them? It is a sad sad post that I thought of only confiding in my diary but I guess no one should be deprived of the truth. I wish it isn't true either. Whatever I'm blogging today is not cos I've had a bad day, that's why I'm writing such things, but it's a collective of thoughts that has been bogging me. And also, I've tried to find the right words to blog bout this.. so it is sort of like being moderated so that I won't give a scare to anyone who's reading this. But if you still find it offensive, I can't help it la.
Is it the loss of the HP? Is it the accident? These were indeed upsetting, but it could be setlled by money. So what is it? It is the realisation that my life is miserable, the sense of hopelessness and the loss of a fighting spirit. I've also quit believing - the things which I so strongly held on to. It doesn't really matter now. I've tried to seek help from 2 ppl whom I trusted from above me. But their response made me feel worse - that I am no more than 2 cents worth. And lastly, why on earth am I still thinking of a guy who doesn't care a sixpence for me?
I've resorted to friends instead. The accident had been the best screening test between those who care and those who don't. Some friends made me feel like a queen. They ceaselessly hear my countless whinings and my tears are naked before them. Thank you so much especially to Siew Lee and Alan. I don't know what I'd do if not for them. Also, there were some who were slow in their response, but late is better than never. And one, why does he comes in and out my life as he like it?
Well, I should better get back to study. I'm not exactly motivated right now. Graduating next year is the only think I'm looking forward to. So I better be focused. Hopefully things will get better.
Silver sandals and o - cresol
I know it is bad news and bad decision going to Mid Valley. As long as I have any cash in my wallet, I become a shopaholic monster. The "Sale" sign at Vincci caught my eyes instantly and though the staff there looked pathetic, I bought a pair of sandals with silver strap to match my silver nail polish. I am so stressed and it is only right to reward myself after a whole day at Organic 3 lab. I got yelled at by Prof Kam again while doing distillation to the neutral unknown compound. Somehow, it is only when I make mistakes that he chooses to enter the lab. Good news is that I found my acidic compound quite effortlessly. The NMR and IR spectra were simply clean and perfect to elucidate the compoud. It is o-cresol, a phenyl compound. No wonder it gives a stinging sensation to my hand..
The problem with me
I picked this up from Cleo mad Aug issue (hopefully I won't get sued for plagiarism) and I found it to be quite true
Sabotage situation #5
"I always get clingy and needy when I'm in a relationship"
When you get involved in a relationship, do you feel the need to be together all the time? Do you become thoroughly dependant on him? Do you become intensely focused on him? You are dependant on others for your own identity. You feel that you're nobody until somebody loves you.
Sabotage situation #6
'I always fall in love with guys who never love me back"
Do you fall for men you can't have? Do you become obsessed with them? Do you think once you find true love your life will be complete? You aren't in love with a person; you're in love with the image of one.
Me: So I am just in love with the image of one? Maybe it is better to be in love with my job/studies. Saves a lot of hassle..
Comparison between UM and Assunta
UM's major productions
Event.....Malam Kungfu, Pesta Tanglung, Malam Kebudayaan Tiong Hua
Theme.....Something bout the moon
Role model.......Laksamana Cheng Ho
Assunta's major productions
Event..... English Literary Night, Leo/Interact IU Nite, band performance
Theme......Oddysey, Footprints
Person to look up to.... Shakespeare
See why I had culture shock in my first year?
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