Journey of a Dream

Recently, the news reported that suicide cases in Malaysia are rising at an alarming rate. The most common for suicide is depression, and the main cause of depression is when a relationship comes to an end, and the person feel hopeless about life.

As an outsider, it is easy to judge these people who commit suicide. We blame them for not being able to think clearly, thus claiming their own lives, causing heartbreak for their family members and friends. In the case of Alviss Kong, if people has taken his post seriously within the 45 minutes before he took the downward plunge, could fate has been different?

Sometimes people just need you to be there in times of need. So far, no matter how depressed I am or how tempting the balcony looks, it never hit me to jump down.. because I hate myself looking ugly when I reach Ground 0.

When I am depressed and tell you about it, it usually means that I'm depressed. I won't tell you I am depressed just to grab attention. It means I need help. Sometimes, it's not that I need solution/advice. Do you think I don't know this guy is bad for me? I just need you to go through with me during my hardest times.. If the person chooses not to help me in my down times, chances are, I won't die because you didn't come to my rescue, but I will not confide to you anymore since you don't care.. This is how I lost faith in the cell members I supposedly trust.