Journey of a Dream

Going up watching TVB series, where divorces frequently happen on-screen, the characters in a show often quote irreconcilable difference for the reason of their divorce. Apparently, it's when you try all means to salvage a relationship, yet at the end of the day it just doesn't work.

Ever since Kite took over, I had never been truly happy here. People say, when there's a fresh face, there's also a fresh breath. In this case, I beg to differ. One reason is because I was quite happy with Lady D before Kite came into the picture. Of course with Lady D it was not like trouble free, but then I was 10X happier.

With Lady D, I was a small tiny alchemist, but with Kite, I have become the Bangla here. Other people's work have also become my work, everything has become urgent, gosh, I hate that phrase!!! There's no dignity, no purpose, no training, no future.. I have given up on this place. Worse, I doubt myself more than ever. I no longer feel good about myself, my performance, when that happens, I should really not be here anymore. I feel so low I'm beginning to send out negative vibes around me.

I have given up hope and can no longer accept the irreconcilable differences.