The Matter of the Heart
I am not really an emo person especially at work. Though sometimes I lose my cool when things are not done properly, I control my emotions so well that when I am up in my room, everything is alright again. I can still do my work, continue my routine.. but today, I just feel powerless and defenseless. I trembled and couldn't focus on doing anything. My heart is divided. How come it feels like I am a puppet being pulled about? Just that I am not quite a puppet.
2:12 pm
i guess all of us will fall into what you've described by certain circumstances... i hope we'll be able to put the past as past and stop bringing it to the present and future... hopefully, tomorrow will be brighter =)
8:51 am
it haunts me everyday of my life.. have to put the past behind and not let it haunt me again